I’ve written in my diary almost religiously for the last 5 years.
Of course there is more than one physical diary.
Today I pulled out my one that I started on my first day of year seven. It’s really interesting to see the way I observed things and also the way that things have changed over the years.
Anyway on the side, I read things that made me cringe and unable to read past page three.
My life is so embarrassing. The fact that I thought these things were so important and to the time to write down every detail is about ready to make me throw up.
I guess for year seven it was the immature puppy love I experienced. NOTE: it was such a bad experience I didn’t have another crush for 3 years :P (not that it lasted long)
I look back at myself seeing a young immature girl who thought she was grown up but had no idea. I guess it’s good because it makes me appreciate how much I’ve changed, no matter how heart wrenching the ordeals that forced me to change may have been.
I mean it’s my past and I can’t deny those things that I did, thought and felt. But I’m thinking some things might be better left forgotten.
Haha I tell myself I might end up marrying some guy so I’ve got to write about him in my diary so that when we are married I can look back and relive everything.
There’s no way I’m going to chuck my diaries out but I think I might leave them to be dust collectors for now. Or skip through and see if there is actually any good stuff, more on personal growth than events.
:)
NOTE: in not too long I will probably look back on this and gag too.
NOTE TO FUTURE SELF: sorry.