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With His Life On The Line…

Last night I saw a man lying over the train tracks.

The street behind mine has a train crossing and my mother was driving my sister and me to youth group at about seven-thirty last night  when  we came to the crossing. It was getting pretty dark and I nearly didn’t see it, but on the tracks, just off the road lay a pair of mans legs. Luckily they were still attached but he wasn’t moving anywhere. He was lying there, waiting to die.

When we got over the tracks we pulled over and my mum got out o the car to go talk to him. I couldn’t believe what was happening. It is just so sad that some people want to end the life that they have, because there is no longer any joy. Just earlier that day I’d been approached by a boy, maybe 19 years old at the train station in Sydney, his eyes avidly penetrating into my soul as he pleaded with me for money.

I don’t know what the story is for either of these people. Perhaps the boy was just riding through a rough patch, running away from home and wanting to catch a train. Still I find it so sad that he didn’t even have $2.40. Maybe the man on the tracks was drunk and didn’t realise what he was doing. Or perhaps he did.

A tradie walking home from work helped the man off the tracks. The man bum-shuffled across the road, stopping cars but finally made it to the safety of the footpath. The tradie just called a taxi and we continued on our way to youth group. If I was the one dealing with the situation, I would have wanted to help him in a more permanent way by calling for help. I just think that he could easily go back there tonight, if he really wanted to do what he was doing.

Some people have sad lives. Sure life is difficult for all of us. But some people have to put up with so much. I just wish that each one of us that has the ability to help could do something to make someone else’s life a little more worthwhile. Share God’s love and help them find their value. If we can’t do that… what are we good for?

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Vent

I just on my bed and began to cry. For no obvious reason. I guess I’m just feeling the pressure.

  • I’m heck as tired spent the day running round Sydney. Mad city- don’t go there… (sorry if you live there :) )
  • The air conditioner on the train was broken so I spent three hours half roasting -half boiling to death in my own sweat.
  • Dad got angry at me during the ten minutes I’ve been home all day.
  • This afternoon saw Aboriginal man rapping songs he wrote about the pain and suffering of his people. Made me feel angry and depressed.
  • I’m going to bed late.
  • I have an all night (no sleep) boot camp thing tomorrow.
  • I know my body won’t let me sleep in.
  • Thinking about my HSC music pieces and wondering how I’m going to actually do what I want to do.
  • Being broke.
  • Being harassed, even thought jokingly, about Bible Study.
  • Being teased by my friends about liking guys and embarrassing me in front of them. Come on girls… it’s not cool!
  • Feeling things I don’t want to feel and having to continually scold myself and kick my heart back into shape.
  • And multiple other emotions that are continually flowing through my body.
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But there have been a lot of good things too.

  • I found THE absolute coolest song I want to do for my Music HSC
  • I did have fun chillin with my friends and the teachers in Sydney and even the train.
  • I did learn a lot at the conference.
  • I don’t have too much homework.
  • I bet I will have fun at this boot camp even though I don’t want to go now.
  • I do have amazing friends, no matter how confused I may feel.
  • I have a sweet mum who made me a yummy lunch. Hugs
  • I got refills on my coke at Hungry Jacks.
  • My friends and I taught an Asian guy on the train how to play cards even though he barely spoke English. He had long fingernails.
  • I lost a kilo or more in sweat… ok maybe not so positive :p
  • I got to hold hands with one of the cute Sudanese boys at youth. (I was Mary and he was Joseph in our Christmas movie)
  • I have Jesus and that is always an ‘up’.

Meh. Life is a bundle of stuff. Sometimes it blows past and we reach out and catch it as we please. Other times it just gets bowled our way and we’ve got to take the weight of it and man-up.

 

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