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With His Life On The Line…

Last night I saw a man lying over the train tracks.

The street behind mine has a train crossing and my mother was driving my sister and me to youth group at about seven-thirty last night  when  we came to the crossing. It was getting pretty dark and I nearly didn’t see it, but on the tracks, just off the road lay a pair of mans legs. Luckily they were still attached but he wasn’t moving anywhere. He was lying there, waiting to die.

When we got over the tracks we pulled over and my mum got out o the car to go talk to him. I couldn’t believe what was happening. It is just so sad that some people want to end the life that they have, because there is no longer any joy. Just earlier that day I’d been approached by a boy, maybe 19 years old at the train station in Sydney, his eyes avidly penetrating into my soul as he pleaded with me for money.

I don’t know what the story is for either of these people. Perhaps the boy was just riding through a rough patch, running away from home and wanting to catch a train. Still I find it so sad that he didn’t even have $2.40. Maybe the man on the tracks was drunk and didn’t realise what he was doing. Or perhaps he did.

A tradie walking home from work helped the man off the tracks. The man bum-shuffled across the road, stopping cars but finally made it to the safety of the footpath. The tradie just called a taxi and we continued on our way to youth group. If I was the one dealing with the situation, I would have wanted to help him in a more permanent way by calling for help. I just think that he could easily go back there tonight, if he really wanted to do what he was doing.

Some people have sad lives. Sure life is difficult for all of us. But some people have to put up with so much. I just wish that each one of us that has the ability to help could do something to make someone else’s life a little more worthwhile. Share God’s love and help them find their value. If we can’t do that… what are we good for?

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Deserted (Somebody To Lean On)

This is pretty much how I feel at the moment.

It’s sad when your ‘best friends’ don’t act like best friends and it’s hard to push yourself onto others for want of being loved.

It’s hard to complain about friendship to people because you don’t want to offend them.

Today I was a bit teary and I was asked if I was ok. What was I meant to say, ‘no, it’s because I feel like I have no friends and nobody cares for me’? Yeah wasn’t about to say that. Especially when she has it incredibly more tough than me.

Gosh is this my only vent? A hole in cyberspace that doesn’t respond? Is this the only place I can express my feelings without feeling guilty?

In fact, I feel guilty now because you guys have to read this, so in honest truth it seems the only place I can turn is to my diary, my Bible and God.

I know he’s always there and I don’t know where I’d be if I didn’t have that assurance but sometimes it gets hard.

I could just be imagining it. I could have just been paranoid when my friend turned the music up, thinking it was because he didn’t want to listen to me talking. Or he really could have been wishing I’d shut up.

I just feel worthless right now. I know I shouldn’t. I know I’m not but I can’t stop this negativity from pervading my life. And the concepts penetrate so deep making me wary of scars. I find myself putting up barriers and it’s no wonder I have no friends.

This is sad. I’m sixteen. Aren’t friends meant to be what 70% of my life is about? Yeah sure I’m independent, I got that but everybody needs a friend.

I just wish that “lean on me” song could be taken literally. I’m there for them. When will someone be there for me?

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow

But if we are wise
We know that there’s always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you’re not strong
And I’ll be your friend
I’ll help you carry on
For it won’t be long
‘Til I’m gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don’t let show

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can’t carry
I’m right up the road
I’ll share your load
If you just call me

… but it won’t be long til I’m gunna need somebody to lean on

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