School’s Caving In.

School.School.School.

What is the first word that some to your head when you hear that?

Stress? Homework? Friends? Uniforms? Exams? Essays? Assessments?

Ummm all of the above?

My brain is over loaded. I got 3 assessments today. I am feeling quite agitated. But I’m going to keep myself together.I will. School isn’t everything. I know that. But I’m just so worked up on doing well. I just want to make the teachers happy. I want some results that reflect the effort I’ve been putting in all year. And beating myself up for not doing my best last time. Unfortunately I can’t change that.

Yeah these exams are pretty daunting. I don’t have the best history with exams. Lets just say I wouldn’t be taking my report with last years exam marks to an employer for a resume… ever!

But I just keep telling myself that I have to rise to the challenge.

So that’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to get out my boxing gloves and do my best. You know I never though of that until now? I want to do my best. The best is all I can give. I gotta stop beating myself up and start taking it out on these assessments/studying/brutal exams.

So I apologise in advance for being silent this next week. And if you do hear from me… you’ll know I’m procrastinating!

Man. If only school was this fun. Swinging your legs back and forth (OK I still do that cuz I’m short!) Drawing pictures. Getting that cute boy’s attention. Yeah if only hey?